Nauseous. Sore. Anxious. Lonely.
Successful Disneyland day,
Now back to hating my current life.
Smoking til i cant then attempting to sleep.
Even though ive been having an absolutely memorable day with my family,
Disneyland just isnt the same without my one n only.
I was fine one moment, when i wasnt alone
But when everyone left,
The cloud returned and rained and rained
And now im drowing in my own tears.
How can i be as careless and callous?
How do i move on?
I was just thinking about someone else touching you and now I can’t decide on whether I want to break their hands or my own.
Sometimes, I sit alone under the stars
and think of the galaxies inside my
heart, and truly wonder if anyone will
ever want to make sense of all that
I am obsessed with becoming a woman comfortable in her skin.